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Overall Goal: auditioned for a new reality TV show- http://www.theultimatebodytvshow.com/ I believe this will be a VERY good chance for me. Waiting for results on Dec.15th. until then I will be in ANIMAL mode everyday. WATCH ME GROW ;-)
Fit Status:
To all the soldiers and civilians who were shot and killed or injured @ FT. Hood, you and your families are in my thoughts and prayers.
When I chose the GREATEST profession in the world as being a firefighter, it was hard for me being the only woman. I was told I couldn't do it, i wasn't strong enough, blah blah blah. I wanted to prove myself. I knew it was physically challenging so I knew I had my work cut out for me. I started training but it wasn't anything to talk about, I was still out of shape. I just wasn't serious enough at the time. I found out I was going to Iraq and decided I wanted to change and it was a perfect time to do so. Like I said I worked out in the states but I wanted MORE. I wanted to feel sexy, look sexy, turn heads, didn't want anyone to doubt that I couldn't do my job, etc. On top of that all my friends were small, but not in shape and I always wanted to be like them. I hated going out with them because I felt like the fat girl. Now I wasn't HUGE but I wasn't happy with myself either. My confidence was in the dirt, self-esteem was horrible & I was sick of walking with my head down. Something HAD to change. Now I am working my way to the body I dreamed of & my head is held high!!! I am now back in Iraq for tour #2 and I hope for even better results.
Why I Love It:
I became addicted to it and now I can't stop. I have never felt so good in my life. It is my daily drug! I went from wanting this body part like this, to getting it, now I want to be on stage with the best! I have a long ways to go but I am determined & I know I will get there.
How I Stay Motivated:
I know what I want so I go for it. My friends and family who make comments about my progress. Pictures of other women keep me motivated a lot. Previous pictures of myself. Comments on here about my progress make me smile and let me know where I stand even when I cant see it. Bodybuilding.com has been my BIGGEST motivation. All of you keep me going. The ones who believe in me & know that I want it soooo bad. I THANK YOU & I "WILL" be on the stage one day in a bikini with the BIGGEST smile on my face :-)
BB Accomplishments:
Everything has been an accomplishment this far. Even the smallest change. I am no where that I would like to be but I am getting there day by day.
Forum Signature:
You push the weight until you taste the iron in your teeth. The callouses on your hands are your badge of honor, and while others sleep you ache & moan. Its not a life you ask for, but one you become because to settle is to die.
LadyFirefighter updated Fit Status "To all the soldiers and civilians who were shot and killed or injured @ FT. Hood, you and your families are in my thoughts and prayers." - 2:17 pm - Comment
LadyFirefighter updated Fit Status "I know being cute & fit doesnt just get you a man so I have to figure out where Im going wrong. MAYBE I NEED TO GET OUT OF NC!!! who knows??" - 8:49 am - Comment
auditioned for a new reality TV show- http://www.theultimatebodytvshow.com/ I believe this will be a VERY good chance for me. Waiting for results on Dec.15th. until then I will be in ANIMAL mode everyday. WATCH ME GROW ;-)
Goal (Long):
I want to compete & someday get a spread in a magazine. I don't want settle for average. I want sexy stomach, legs tight and toned, arms with amazing size & definition, shoulders that are killer and a back to die for. I KNOW with the dedication I have, I can do it. Also, when I FINALLY get a man(lol) I want him to KNOW he has the sexiest woman alive ;-)
I shouldnt have to explain why if you look at him. Talking to him motivates me. He takes the time to help you, explain things to you. Im the woman who ask 100 questions...& he gives me 100 answers. Thanks for all your help. you are by far AMAZING...Navy should be proud to have you. LOL! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP & TIME!!! LETS DO THIS!!!!!
Why do you like having a workout partner? What are the benefits?
If they are just as motivated as you, you both get the damn thing done. I have had a workout partner the whole time ive been in Iraq and I love it. I am more motivated. I didnt have one when I was in the states and I was less motivated.If they are just as motivated as you, you both get the damn thing done. I have had a workout partner the whole time ive been in Iraq and I love it. I am more motivated. I didnt have one when I was in ...more
So I my first photo shoots were this weekend. I only wanted something fun & to show off the new me. YA KNOW ;-) pictures tell everything and I needed some. Sometimes I look in the mirror and of course I am SMILING :-) but I tend to be like HOLY HELL IT IS ME....LOL. So the shoot on Saturday...
YW! I am fab chick!!! The husband comes home from his deployment in 8 days!!! So life is AMAZING!!!! Killed the legs today at the gym. Walking lunges until i almost threw up...lol. Gotta love legs days!!!
It's not what you look like that will make that happen. It's really how you feel about you. How happy you are with you. Find that sincere love for you and everyone else will be attracted to that.
oh please your all buff and hot now youll need those muscles to beat em off. wait a sec....dont beat em off but shoo them away....yea that sounds much better...LOL!!
Hey Girl, I am only speaking the truth there! I have watch you along the way make some incredible changes and always staying so very positive! You are a true inspiration to many!! Keep up the great work!
GIRL!!! Don't make me come after you! NOT sleeping? NOT eating??? Have we not had this discussion before? What helps us build muscle? Simply lifting weights? NO! Lifting AND EATING AND SLEEPING. What's goin' on? Are you okay?
Everyone I know is ok but there are some people that I know who has friends that were injured or killed. That is some random ass **** that happened. Sad to say that I am safer overseas than I am there.
You're most welcome...well deserved. And I know you live in NC...I was recommending that you live in North Florida (Jacksonville), instead of Orlando and parts further south. It's easier to visit there...;)
hopefully things will get better in the great state, sucks for some of the battalions i work with. its a stunner, but wow im loving ur pics maam.. love what ur doing with that body, i gotta get more pics up
