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I felt that I needed to do something of my life! Get some muscles, and get free from my eating disorder (Anorexia and "throwing up" anorexic) that I've had for so long... Also I had surgery 2 times for scoliosis (2002 and 2007), so it's very hard for me to move and do things. But im trying... I've also had a heart surgery, because I had a big hole in my heart that needed to be fixed... I was also born premature, 2 and a half month too early...
Why I Love It:
Because I feel good after doing it =) Never believed I would be able to do what I do now with my back, I had surgery 2 times for scoliosis (2002 and 2007). And I need to have something to do during the day.
How I Stay Motivated:
I try to think that SOON I will see results from it, hopefully :S Or?
BB Accomplishments:
Trying to break out of my eating disorder, that's always something so far...! And that I can do all this with my destroyed back! Never believed that, neither did my doctor... He told me to just sit still, always. And not carry things.
KillerDanni updated Fit Status "My whole world is the pain inside me. The best i can do is just get through the day. l wonder why God lets me walk through this place! " - 12:58 pm - Comment
Finally I have a new training program, started on it yesterday. It's less exercises. About 3 - 4 exercises on each muscle groupe. So lets hope this will work better! Feels like I cant grow anything with just 3 - 4 exercises, but it's said that you will :S So lets hope! But I dont have...
well I lived 34 years b4 I believed in Him....and thats YOUR decision what to believe...But I can promise you that there is somebody BIGGER than you lookin after you!!
It will come back soon. I'm cutting right now and doing a lot of HIIT training until January and then I will start bulking. Looking to shred fat and then add the muscle.
Hey. Don't discourage yourself, it can be slow going. But I'm sure things are working, even if just slowly.
Getting any stronger? Feeling any better?
How are things overall, m8?
no no no lol..i am the one on wearing a blue vest and black shorts :) or sometimes i change it to a black and white inverted colour photo :). i know throwing up throws the whole system out of sync..but easier said than done to stop....wish i had never tried it the first time you know what i mean?
i wish i could say i was 100% better. i am still really battling but i am in safe zone i think...although i will admit the throwing up thing has now come into effect...and binging...u know the deal...i am willing to hear what you want to tell me...it really does help to let it out :)
maybe find me on facebook - michael nicholas itchell (laki mitchell).my profile pic is me posing in greece like a greek statue. hehehe
wow thanks. if you would like to read my full story i uploaded the story i wrote while i was starting my recovery process. its the raw deal but hey...are u on facebook?
LINK TO MY STORY: http://www.4shared.com/file/13 8439879/e749f540/This_Is_My_Tr uth.html
Never give up babes, you've come too far to let it slip now :D
You have turned a corner and the next level is beginning that's all....see what you can achieve this month at least. If it was easy then everyone would look their best at all times wouldn't they?
Knowing what we've achieved and using that as inspiration helps us to push a little further each day.
...keep smiling beautiful - you are on the way, don't give up now :D
