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Overall Goal: I want to overcome my hangups about weight gain and having a calorie surplus so that I can start gaining some serious muscle.
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Personal Info And Background:
Real Name:
Grace
Sex:
Female
Age:
17
Location:
United Kingdom (Great Britain)
Occupation:
Student
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When I Started:
Jul, 2008
How I Started:
Last year I decided to loose weight, at a BMI of about 18.6. For a long time I hadn't the self discipline to succeed, but soon start loosing weight rapidly, and ultimately lost control and developed anorexia. My weight fell to 42 kilos and levelled off with hard work to crush the ED, but I was placed in an eating disorder unit snce I wasn't gaining any weight. There I was pumped with junk up to 52 kilos, at which point I ran away, feeling indescribably depressed, homesick, and the anorexia worsening with the pressure of being in the unit (as well as self harming and bulimia starting up). Now home, I want to gain the further weight in the best, healthiest, leanest way possible, whilst completing my recovery of the ED.
Why I Love It:
I want to remain happy with body while I gain weight, so that I have self confidence and don't feel tempted to slip back into anorexia.
its so nice to see people on here who understand what its like to HATE your body..and see them doing well. Ive never gotten to the point of anorexia. I overeat instead. But I would rather not eat at all than look how i do sometimes its only knowledge that that will make me fatter at some pt that keeps me from doing it.
Wow, look at those veins on your abs, they're the most I've ever seen on anyone in my life!!! Becareful with not getting too lean, there are many ladies to network with on bs. Good luck with your goals. clc.
