this is my before pic. It was taken sometime in 2001 or 2002. I have very few pictures of myself before I started this bodyspace. I didnt like them taken because I was ashamed of myself. It was still a few years later before I really started makeing changes.

this is my before pic. It was taken sometime in 2001 or 2002. I have very few pictures of myself before I started this bodyspace. I didnt like them taken because I was ashamed of myself. It was still a few years later before I really started makeing changes.

This is me now. I am 234 pounds with way too much bodyfat. No this was not my heaviest. I do know that I wont reach this point again in my life. I am determined that this will be my last fat picture. Change is good.

Not a whole lot to say. It is hard to believe that I let myself get to this point. With so many other things going on it is hard to strike a balance. Now I have it and I wont lose it.

I think I will keep the hair. It may need a little styling later.

I dont see any change. I know I must be making some. I have more energy. I am having trouble posting these. I am ashamed that I let myself get to this point. My husband suggested that I wear something that will make it easier to see some changes. These clothes sure let every roll show.

I may actually being getting a shoulder. I cant really tell.

Yep! That my big butt. My husband said that he thinks it is getting more shape to it. I can only hope.

Is it just me or is my butt getting rounder instead of a square? It appears that my back fat is shrinking too.

I may be just hunting for changes. This is what I see. My face is looking thinner. The pectorial muscles appear to be firming up nicely. The arms at the joint dont appear to have as much fat. The rolls of fat on the torso are getting smaller and the thighs appear to be firming some.

Stomach may be getting smaller. The ball does appear to hang as low either. Cant really see a lot of change in the arms although I can feel hard muscles developing.

There is a change in the arms, shoulder and calves. Killer T is in the backgound.

I havent worn this dress in a long time. When I slide it on, it was loose just about everywhere. Talk about feeling good about accomplishments.

Yes, Its still big but it is definitely taking shape.

Wow! There is a figure hiding in there. It is starting to shine through.

stomach is definitely smaller. Still needs work but at least there is progress.

Still have a long ways to go. The core area is in need of scupting.

Need to work the arms and the thighs too.

These shorts do nothing for my hinny. LOL It might be big but it is definitely taking shape. A little more scuplting and it will be perfect.

I would like to see more definition to my back. Maybe by the end of this contest I will. Gonna work on those pullups.

Changes are happening. Stomach is getting smaller.

smaller and tighter. Thats what I want and it is happening.

Getting better!!

Improvements in the arms and shoulders!!

It is happening!!

getting sassy

Starting see what I am looking to achieve. Still have a ways to go but progress is sweet.

Day1 for the muscletech challenge. After completing in the bb.com challenge I thought I should show my midsection even though I am very ashamed of how I let myself go.

Just starting to be able to see the calf definition in the pics

I dont see a change. Ver discouraging. I just have to keep pushing forward.

I am seeing improvement in the back and the triceps and biceps are trying to show. When I get that layer of the fat off, my arms are going to be ripped. I am feeling muscles development in other areas too. I know I am making it happen.

Seeing changes in the legs now.

Calves are really starting to show some definition

Need to really focus on the thighs and quads. I can tell they are changing but there is still a lot of fat that has to go. Lean sexy legs is what I am after.

Still working on the tummy.